Puffy Eyes

puffy eyes illustration by me

I thought there are so many people

who are already in my shoes.

Nope. It’s more like

I will be in their shoes in the next few months.

I’m very curious

about what they feel.

They look strong.

I wonder if I could be like that.

Seriously!

Have been wondering about that

for quite some time.

I thought that I will be crying obviously.

Really hate these puffy eyes

every time I cried.

Hate the crybaby part of myself too.

I feel like it will be better

if I could cry out loud somewhere

and no one notice.

However, I’m being realistic

with these damn puffy eyes.