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I'm Waiting

I don't really know what to say. Everyone seems really easy to get both of them. Well this is my prejudice. I know that at some point they must have suffered. I only see the cover and yet l've already misjudged them.

I wonder if there's something wrong with me? Everyone seems really easy to get both of them, and yet I'm still here. Already took some steps for my career though. But still...

I'm trying to face reality but the truth is it is a really hard thing to do. I've tried to keep positive thoughts about it and already moved on. But when I heard about it again today, I feel sad. Makes me asking the same question again, if there's something wrong with me?

I really hope that the correct answer is No. Maybe they come a little bit late. Yes, I hope they just come a little bit late. I'm trying to do my best here, so please, please come faster. I'm waiting.

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